My very own story

Today is just not a smooth day. Everything seems to be upside down. Too much stress in job I feel, clients seems to be very strict to project’s deadline. After giving them an “estimated” deadline, then only can relax a bit. (Although I know that the deadline won’t be fulfilled coz the only programmer won’t be able to deliver those solutions in such a tight deadline, therefore I will have to prepare more solid bulletproof armor for the next battle). Company seems to be a bit shaky lately; shares drops like hell and salary is keep on delayed. Don’t know what is going to happen next. Well after working, I still have to deal with some relation problems. Sometimes I feel very silly on how could it happened? Maybe me and her just have different perception and point of view, Sometimes we cannot agree on something and with just a little issue will end up with anger and tears. I feel that is it not worth it to bring up such a little issue to such situation. But she thinks that it is a major issue. Sometimes I just wonder if our relation could last until when. Should there be a stop or just have to bare with it? To be worse, just now my monitor’s power cable just burned. Fire sparks was fired out from the middle of the power cord. The smells of the rubber is terrible. Luckily my monitor doesn’t burn along. Now is late but I still no mood to sleep, damaging my mind with some Bacardi hopefully I can have a good sleep later. Well, that’s all. Till next time.